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Anger and yelling, I can't get control
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Posted by Raven
on October 21, 2000 at 02:07:44:
I have alot of anxiety, stress and depression with Pain and no support. Recently(Aug 20) I was injured and will need surgery on my left hand and while the left hand is in the cast my right hand goes numb and I am having terrible pain in both hands, the doc says thats Carpel tunnel(started in Feb 98) and surgery is scheduled for Dec 18. Then if that wasn't enough I fell and chipped the cartilage in my knee(Oct 5) and the doc says I'll need more surgery. I am having such a hard time of it. I even have arthritis and Migraines. I am unable to use either of my hands without pain I have trouble walking. Now lately I have been yelling at my daughter for such minor things but its like I can't control myself. I am on Paxil and it hasn't helped but I am having a hard time getting off it so I stopped trying until there is a better time. I have even called my daughter stupid and other bad names. I don't know whats wrong. I am in so much pain that I just want to be left alone but there is always something. My daughter is only 6. She is the sweetest little girl in the world and very smart. This is really hurting me but I still can't stop this anger. I am also taking Davocet for pain and Relafen.
My family won't help much around the house and I feel so helpless. I even cut my super long hair off because I couldn't wash it and noone would help me. That really was depressing but I gave my hair to Kids for wigs( cancer kids). That made me feel better but I still feel so bad at how I am acting and not being able to do much. Please help! Whats wrong with me and what can do? I hate feeling so angry and yelling. I feel like I'm losing my mind...... Raven
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