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Posted by crystal
on October 28, 2000 at 20:16:29:
Well i am 17 years old, and i have been lazy all my life,i dropped out of high school almost 3 years ago, my parents just let me be free which i think was a mistake, i have a very high jeaoulosy problem with my sibling, my friends, and other various ppl who have what i have not. i also hurt my self alot, i just get so mad at myself i cant bare to look at my face anymore, i let myself down to much, and i let the other people around me down too. I was always ignored my whole life i think, never enuff attention. I try to make people smile, and to see everyone else happy is a good thing. but i can never seem to make myself happy. im soo thick headed. and were to poor i guess you could say for me to afford to be helped with what i need help with. and we make to much money to go on welfare. were the lucky people who get stuck in the middle. i find myself on my floor crying all the time. and i just want to find sumone who has some good sugestions or sum answers for me. and they always tell me that im too young to feel this way, when i look 20 and feel it too. i grew up to fast. my life is getting shorter and shorter, and i dont know how much longer i can stand myself. i take test's all the time and they say that im severaly depressed.. etc. So please, anyone who has any info to help me on my mission to just be a happy normal person, please get back to me. thanks.. Crystal in Rhode Island
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