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Posted by les
on November 08, 2000 at 11:41:15:
In Reply to: Nothing Can help posted by Tired on November 08, 2000 at 03:17:31:
: I feel the same way sometimes. I feel hopeless and worthless. Everyone tells me I have so much going for me--husband, nice child, good looks, nice personality --but I am so numb inside most of the time that it falls on deaf ears. I always felt that I was the only one who felt detached from other people --Its nice to know that I am not completely alone--if that brings any comfort. I wont tell you all the crap about 'snap out of it, its all in your head, your just wrapped up in yourself etc etc etc.... Also I wont tell you to love yourself first or that you are worth it (even though you are by the way):):)--a couple of smiles for u from West Virginia!!! I hear all that shit too. All it seems to do is invalidate how I really feel deep inside. Its like people are saying to me "all you have to do is think positive and just make yourself happy" My mother in law actually told me that!!! "You should be thankful for all u have"" I have taken stock of my life til I am blue in the face. I know all that crap but the little dark cloud still doesnt go away--it haunts me everywhere I go no matter how "happy I am supposed to be"!!!!! We are just chemically screwed is the answer I have finally succomed to--I have looked for reasons all my life and blamed my self for being negative and depressed but it finally clicked with me that my brain chemicals just arent what they should be---I just want them fixed Damnit!!! Those 40 broads can kiss your ass as far as I am concerned. It doesnt mean that there is any thing wrong with you.
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