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Posted by Thomas
on December 12, 2000 at 16:37:15:
I am what you may call the shy, anti-social sorta kid. I am in high school and I hang out with a few people I know, but I have a non-existent social life outside of school. This makes me feel really bad because I see the people I know and the girls I like hanging out and having a good time but I am alone. I am kinda quiet and my self-esteem has been destroyed by years of being picked on as a child. I feel really bad but I don't know what to do or how to change. For example, there is this girl in school who is a good friend and I love her. She knows it, but she doesn't feel the same way about me. And that hurts. but I am always nervous around her and I don't want to be. I am really shy and no matter how hard I try I can't seem to get over it. It is really killing me inside. I don't want to be alone anymore. I can't go on like this. All I want to do is be loved by somebody I love, but that doesn't look like it is ever going to happen. I wish I were dead. I hate feeling this way. I'm so hurt and confused. I don't know what to do anymore
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