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Posted by Still!
on December 16, 2000 at 05:46:07:
In Reply to: I need help posted by Thomas on December 12, 2000 at 16:37:15:
: I am what you may call the shy, anti-social sorta kid. I am in high school and I hang out with a few people I know, but I have a non-existent social life outside of school. This makes me feel really bad because I see the people I know and the girls I like hanging out and having a good time but I am alone. I am kinda quiet and my self-esteem has been destroyed by years of being picked on as a child. I feel really bad but I don't know what to do or how to change. For example, there is this girl in school who is a good friend and I love her. She knows it, but she doesn't feel the same way about me. And that hurts. but I am always nervous around her and I don't want to be. I am really shy and no matter how hard I try I can't seem to get over it. It is really killing me inside. I don't want to be alone anymore. I can't go on like this. All I want to do is be loved by somebody I love, but that doesn't look like it is ever going to happen. I wish I were dead. I hate feeling this way. I'm so hurt and confused. I don't know what to do anymore
I get what you mean, I'm 20 and have never even been on a date. I met someone that I liked once, and i knew he liked me too, but i never acted on it because i was afraid I didn't have anything to offer. I know the world is an incredibly lonely place, and I've had people say to me that I'll meet someone someday too, but most of the time it feels like it will never happen. I hope someday for you it will happen.
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