It appears you have not yet Signed Up with our community. To Sign Up for free, please click here....



Message Board
THIS MESSAGE BOARD IS NO LONGER ACTIVE. TO SEE OUR ACTIVE MESSAGE BOARDS, PLEASE GO HERE





Re: INNER STRENGTH

Re: INNER STRENGTH

[ Back to Messages ]

Message

Posted by TARA MAE on December 17, 2000 at 19:24:03:

In Reply to: INNER STRENGTH posted by CINDERELLA on December 13, 2000 at 17:21:10:

: I GUESS IVE HAD MILD DEPRESSION FOR YEARS DUE TO CHRONIC BACK PAIN, THEN MY 3 YEAR OLD NIECE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH A LIFE THREATENING ILLNESS AND I GOT WORSE. (I ACTUALLY THOUGHT I WAS SUFFERING FROM A VITAMIN DEFICIENCY OR SOMETHING.) I ALWAYS THOUGHT I HAD INNER STRENGTH AND NOW I ADMIT I AM AFRAID OF HEARING ANY MORE BAD NEWS I NOW DOUBT MY ABILITY TO HANDLE LIFE CRISIS LIKE I THOUGHT I COULD. DOES ANYONE RELATE TO THIS?

HEY! HOW'S IT GOING TODAY? I HOPE THAT YOU FEEL BETTER THAN WHAT YOU SOUNDED EARLIER. I CAN RELATE TO THIS. MY MOM IS IN PRISON AND SHE MIGHT BE FACING THE DEATH PENALTY WHEN WE GO BACK TO COURT. I'M SCARED TO DEATH AND IF SHE DIES I DON'T THINK I CAN LIVE WITHOUT HER. I'M ABOUT AT THE END OF MY ROPE AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO EITHER BUT FOR SOME REASON I CAN GIVE OTHER PEOPLE GOOD ADVICE BUT I CAN'T GIVE MYSELF GOOD ADVICE. I KNOW YOU LOVE YOUR NIECE, I CAN TELL. I DON'T KNOW HOW RELIGOUS YOU ARE OR IF YOU EVEN BELIEVE IN ANY OTHER HIGHER BEING, BUT I BELIEVE IN GOD AND I HAVE FOUND THAT IT HELPS TO JUST PRAY SOMETIMES. YOU MAY THINK I'M LOONEY BUT I PROMISE IT WORKS. JUST SAY WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND AND YOU JUST MIGHT FEEL BETTER. IT HAS HELPED ME THROUGH SOMETHING THAT I DON'T THINK I WOULD HAVE SURVIVED. SOMETHING THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO SURVIVE. I'M STILL WORRIED BUT I FEEL THAT IT WILL ALL WORK OUT TO BE OK BECAUSE IT'S NOT IN MY HANDS, IT'S ABOVE ME AND I CAN ONLY PRAY.
IF NOT ANYTHING ELSE JUST THINK ABOUT IT - WHO KNOWS IT MIGHT WORK FOR YOU TOO. YOU CAN RIGHT ME AT MY EMAIL ADDRESS ABOVE IF YOU FEEL THE NEED.



Follow Ups




All times are GMT -7. The time now is 10:44 PM.



Site owned and operated by HealthBoards.comô
Terms of Use © 1998-2014 HealthBoards.comô All rights reserved.
Do not copy or redistribute in any form!