Posted by Samantha
on August 22, 2000 at 04:09:23:
I'm trying my hardest to eat & not throw up, but everytime I go to the bathroom, when I come back, my friends look at me like someone just died. Do they ever stop? Will they ever just trust me to be okay? It makes it harder when they expect me to fail. None of them even understand what this is, but I don't have the strength to really explain how I feel to them. Especially since whenever we talk about it they get that look in their eyes. How long to I have to endure this?