I have for the first time in four years lost the thirty pounds I gained after marriage. I was anoreixic as a teenager, and now I feel that I am again. I have a two year old son, and I feel as though I am not being a good mother because I don't want to eat. I am scared since I finally lost the weight that I will gain it back if I don't watch myself. I thought that after I lost the weight I would be happier, but I am more miserible then I have ever been. I don't unerstand why. Am I crazy? I am in my twenties, and I keep thinking this isn't happening. Is there anybody that feels the way I do? Is there anybody that has worked through it? I feel so empty. When I look in the mirror I see fat. My husband keeps telling me that I need to eat and that I am too thin. Then he will tell that I need to tone up. I am so confused. I just want to be happy. Please, can anyone help me?
- Re: anorexia Kathrin 02:06:25 10/21/00
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