Posted by Leelee
on November 14, 2000 at 04:29:21:
In Reply to: please read. i want to know. posted by want to be skinnier on September 30, 2000 at 15:46:21:
believe me .. you dont want this kind of skinny..this has NOTHING to do with weight..its about control..and when you do what many of us have done, and you lose that control..you know what..you want it back more than ANYTHING...this disease is horrible..i can remember thinking that i wished i could have an eating disorder and be skinny, then id be happy..*listen to those words, think about that* i was so lost.the truth, i was goin through things in my life..and didnt want to deal with them..so focusing on what i thought would make me feel better..not only about killed me..BUT..took me so far from what i really needed to deal with that after i overcame my eating disorder..here i was ..still needing to recover from my issues.. my advice...deal..its faster, safer, and only good will come..its hard..believe me..but nothing is harder than fighting yourself internally..thats what this disorder does..it takes you..and leaves you nothing..it lies..it tells you things that you wanna hear..sucks you in..my way of makin someone understand why NOT to go here is...think of you now..as bad as you think it is.. think of your life gone..no decision..no choice..your thoughts not your own..someone else controlling you..thats anorexia..if i was you..i wouldnt sign up for it.. k...