Posted by recovering bulimic
on November 30, 2000 at 19:33:46:
In Reply to: feeling unhappy and hurt need to speak with someone...? posted by liz on November 30, 2000 at 12:09:58:
: hi i'm gonna make this short because i don't have much time i have already admitted that i have an eating disorder to someone alreaady but at the moment i feel it has me more harm than good.although i was never happy before i'm even less happy now as all it has done in my family is caused arguments the other day my brother and my mum and me had a massive argument which ended in me running away from home. mt bro called me a psycopathic anorexic twit and i can't tell you how much that hurt.it has encouraged me all the more to starve myself and make myself sick.kathrin if you are reading this i already e-mail when i can about and i still want to keep on e-mailing you so don't feel hurt by this message. i just felt that other people and many more opinions would be a great help so e-mail me when you read this please i still need your BIG knowledge and helpful insight on things. any one else talk to me please there's a more detailed message on the way i feel and stuff WAAAAYYYYYY further down on the message board posted by "confused" exept i have now lost 5 & 1\2 stone. (1stone =14pounds).thanx for any help
Hello Liz! I know all too well what it is like to be hurt and feel the pain and sadness that an eating disorder can bring. I struggle with it all the time. I had written in an earlier message saying how I have dealt with bulimia on my own for the last few years with no family support and how difficult it was. Sometimes family can be cruel when they do not understand so I know exactly how you feel. Through writing on this board I began to share e-mail with people about our struggles, and I can say that it helps me alot because it is awful when you have nobody to talk to about this. It is even more painful when your family does not understand or care to understand. This is my e-mail address: firstname.lastname@example.org If you would like to talk further. I feel that it is so helpful to talk with the different people on this board who can understand. Please take care of yourself. I will pray for you.