Posted by steph on December 15, 2000 at 18:14:26:

Hi. thhese past 4 months i have developed a bad problem. I wont eat, i refuse to eat anything over 8 grams of fat and if i do,i feel guilty and suicidal. Everyone tells me im losing too much weight,but through my eyes,im fat and i will keep not eating. But deep downside i know its wrong..but i dun wanna go back to where i used to be. Its like it actually makes me feel good not to eat cus i know im not gaining weight. I'm currently suffering from major depression which i think that has a part with this. But i need help. Now i get real panic after i eat and desperately search my house to find somethin to make me throw up but i cant find anything. Do i have anorexia or somethin?wha shall i do? .....all i know is i wont eat..or if i do eat a lot one of these days,im gonna be gone from suicide..please help me

• Re: What should i do? Kathrin 00:48:23 12/16/00 (3)
  • p.s. Kathrin 00:51:20 12/16/00 (2)
    • to kathrin steph 10:28:59 12/17/00 (1)
      • Re: to kathrin Kathrin 16:59:01 12/20/00 (0)