Posted by Trishanda
on January 01, 2000 at 20:12:45:
Hello everyone! Right now I am getting really depressed because my eating disorder has begun to control my life. Anymore it's about how much I weigh and wondering if I can ever lose enough weight to be happy. My parents have now come to the point where they threw away the scale and it's driving me nuts! I have gone to the point now where I go to my relatives house to weigh myself!!! I would really appreciate it if someone could talk to me- like mail me or something and let me know how I can get over this. I don't want to go back to the therapist I used to have- and I don't want to be on medication. My feelings are more or less numbed now and I can't even cry!!!
Well, a response would be great- just so that I know that I am not alone- because right now except for my boyfriend I feel pretty alone and thought of as a failure to everyone except him.