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Posted by Bam Bam on February 15, 2000 at 23:48:45:

I just want to share this with someone:

I have always been a tubby child. I played representative netball so was always fit looking, yet not slim. During those four years I ate an unbelieveable amount of crap (junk food). When I stopped playing my weight balooned.

So I decided to diet, and was successful, four times. This has been going on for about 3 and a half years.

I started chewing food (mainly lollies) just for the taste, the spitting it out. Now I've been told this is the onset of an eating disorder. Not that I believed it at the time.

This past year I started thinking about being bulemic. I figured it would be the easy way out for me. I could just never make myself vomit.But the other day, after I stuffed myself on chocolate, I succeeded.

I just don't know where this is going to take me. I never thought I would have an eating disorder, but now I'm not so sure.

I don't know really why I wrote this, I guess I would just like someone to talk to. If anyone knows of a chatroom where this topic is discussed I would appreciate info on how to get there.

Luv Bam Bam.

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