Posted by
Bam Bam on February 15, 2000 at 23:48:45:
I just want to share this with someone:
I have always been a tubby child. I played representative netball so was always fit looking, yet not slim. During those four years I ate an unbelieveable amount of crap (junk food). When I stopped playing my weight balooned.
So I decided to diet, and was successful, four times. This has been going on for about 3 and a half years.
I started chewing food (mainly lollies) just for the taste, the spitting it out. Now I've been told this is the onset of an eating disorder. Not that I believed it at the time.
This past year I started thinking about being bulemic. I figured it would be the easy way out for me. I could just never make myself vomit.But the other day, after I stuffed myself on chocolate, I succeeded.
I just don't know where this is going to take me. I never thought I would have an eating disorder, but now I'm not so sure.
I don't know really why I wrote this, I guess I would just like someone to talk to. If anyone knows of a chatroom where this topic is discussed I would appreciate info on how to get there.
Luv Bam Bam.
