Posted by Erin
on July 19, 2000 at 22:50:10:
My subject is harsh but I can't stand myself for the way I am treating my body. I am 21 and about 2 years ago I lost about 15 pounds in just a few months by borderline starving myself. But now I am at the opposite extreme weighing much more than I was before I lost that weight. I just want to be back at the weight I was when I lost that weight before. But I am so upset I find that to deal I overeat, and at times end up purging because I feel so guilty. I don't have any self control and I hate myself. What can I do? I feel trapped and have nowhere to go! What's wrong with me? Any advice? How can I get self control and lose weight by the end of the summer? I am so fat!