Posted by
corina on August 05, 2000 at 19:24:27:
hi,myboyfriend and i have been together for almost 3yrs.we have a 9month old daughter,and he has the syndrome.he don't seem to understand that i'm here for him no matter how bad things get. he keeps trying to push me away.the only thing i know to do...is to keep on loving him. i get scared everytime he goes to the doctors because 1 of 2 things happens: he comes home so angry- because they keep trying to tell him he's crazy,or they don't say anything at all, or hes just so lost that he don't know how hes supposed to feel. he gets down now and then when he realizes that hes been more upset(angry with us at home)more than usual,and begins to feel bad. hes so scared of leaving us alone that more than 1/2 the time i have to plead with him to go in for his appointments... hes so tired of not getting answers, and being told hes crazy(that is what the doctor told him) that he'd rather just not have to hear it again. i don't let him know how scared i get, when he has trouble breathing at night,or when the headaches get so bad he has a hard time focusing, or when he gets angry at the whole world. i try and do the best, but i don't even know where to look for answers, for the both of us. thats how i ended up here writing this...i found this page,
