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Posted by Brad G. on November 24, 2000 at 21:09:36:
I like this board it helps me to talk about this virus that has destroyed my life. Its painful to look at all these beautiful women out there in short skits and jeans knowing I can't have just one of them because I might give her what I have I wouldn't want to do that. I'm getting tired of people asking me why I'm not dating anyone or married and I have to lie and say I haven't found the right person. I also love the conversations with the studs and they say you better watch out you might get someting AJAX wont wash off thats a great feeling to hear. Since being infected four years ago I have had alot of time to spend with the virus and get to know it and what I have learned and this might answer alot of the questions posted on this board-- I have read that over time it gets better that's false I just had one of the worst outbreaks I have ever had,still have it. It doesn't matter what you eat or drink when the virus gets ready to attack it will attack. I don't eat or drink things with sugar in them or chocolate and I stay broke out almost every three weeks for over four years. It's obvious that the Herpes Virus loves my body it gives it a place to live and build its own colonies with families that grow up to be great warriors putting together massive armies to march to the front lines and destroy everything that makes a man a man or me a man. Why do we have Herpes? Why do we have Aids and disease that kill and destroy the lives of good people. What God would alow this, What God would alow his children to suffer as I am suffering and millions more just like me. Some might say Herpes is not life threatning I disagree very much. I am sick my life is over. Yes I am breathing, but I live a lie. The opposite of healthy is unhealthy and I am as unhealthy as you can get. Not only is my life destroyed I could destroy life of some girl if I chose to have sex with her with or without a condom. I would love to wonder the next day if I gave her the very thing that I hate with passion. If anyone wants to add anything to the story go ahead maybe before long we will have enough for a book!
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