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Posted by chnemo
on June 09, 2000 at 14:30:15:
In Reply to: Re: Herpes has ruined my life! posted by EagleSeven on January 04, 2000 at 18:15:01:
iam a male that just turned 32 last week I got herpes 13years ago after having sex for only the second time in my life. I was just a kid and until today I've never even said the word in my mind I felt that by ignorining it, it would go away. I've been single ever since becuase i don't want to tell any one and I didn't want to give to somebody and make they're life the hell that mine has been. everyone I know thinks that I'm guy and I'm not. but for some reason that to me is some how easier to deal with than that fact that I have herpes. Since the day I was told I've never been back to a doctor about it and I dont ever remember seeing the symptoms again but i do know that its herpes because i saw a doctor when i had the symptoms. i guess i have had some outbreaks but since i dont have sex i dont know if it makes it any better. I never in my life would have thought that i was going to die at age 19 but i did now i'm just waiting to be put in a hole some where and get this over with. emotionally i am numb have been for years i dont cry i dont love i dont really dream i dont date i only walk around acting like i dont care what is said about me. i have this belief that if i keep my self in shape that no one would ever dare saying anything to my face. i must admit there have been days when i have'nt thought about it but there has'nt been one night this curse has'nt craddled me to sleep. I know this is a long message i dont even know if the whole this is comming thru i appoloyze but i just found this sight by accident and this is the only time in my life that i've ever been able to do this. if you care to respond you can reach me at firstname.lastname@example.org thank you.
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