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Posted by Angie
on February 15, 2000 at 23:25:19:
My husband and I have been trying to have a baby for 6 months now. I am 26 he is 33.lat for my period for a couple of days. I took a home pregnancy test & it said negative. After still not getting it, I went to the doctor for a blood test/pregnancy test. I haven't gotten the results back yet, but I started my period this afternoon,after being late a whole week. The entire day today I have been upset, confused, mad, every emotion you can think of. My husband has felt the same. We were so close this time & were excited at the fact that we may have actually succeeded this time, now to find out we didn't has really been a bad blow. Especially being that I was late this long. It has hit me so hard that i don't know how to feel. It's easy to say to someone "youll just have to keep trying", but this makes me never want to try again, even though I know I will. I;m sometimes jealous when I see mother's w/ their kids or pregnant women-I know it;s wrong and I shouldn't be like this but I sometimes do. I feel hopeless and that it will never happen. I know it hasn't been that long, we;ve only been trying for 6 months, but it still hurts. The whole week I was late I thought about how fun it would be to be pregnant and have a baby, along w/ every other emotion.
If anyone out there has had something similar happen, or has felt the same way I do, feel free to e-mail me. Right now I feel very isolated, it's weird, like everywhere I go I see kids and pregnant women. Does this sound crazy?? I look at women w/ kids and think "how did they do it?" or "how did they time it right to get pregnant, what am I doing wrong". I see parents who have kids and don't take care of them and I think "it's not fair that they have kids and i don't". I don't understand it but I'm sure eventually I will.
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