I don't know if this is the place, but I do suffer depression (+ Borderline Personality, Split, Anxiety, and Pathological lying- but moderate and not now). I am a CUTTER, oooh doesn't that sound so bad. That's what I am and though I am not proud, I want to stop. I have no doctors, the five I've seen didn't help. The eight different medications I was one didn't help and neither could the three hospital stays. I punch myself and leave bruises, and use razors on my arms, so badly that I scars. I pick the skin off my feet and fingers till they bleed and the next morning I can barely walk without intense pain. Save me. From myself I mean. And another question, how in the hell do I get over being borderline?