Re: thanks Glyph Re: thanks Glyph
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Posted by
Kathrin on October 18, 2000 at 15:38:48:
In Reply to: Re: thanks Glyph posted by glyph on October 18, 2000 at 03:05:24:
Hyperzone... i don't know...it is rather like, when I am in one of those fantasies, or whatever you might call them, i am OBSESSED with them, like they become everything I am really interested in.. and the feeling, in the beginning, is so GOOD, like a brand new dream, something that gives my life purpose, I feel this tingling inside me that makes me feel so high, like I am on the road to something very special...it could be something minor, but at the time it just feels so very special.
After a while the magic of it all goes away somehow, and i get this feeling of everything feeling kind of pointless, start feeling empty etc, because it suddenly feels ridiculous, and wha is there to hold on to.. that's why i thought bipolar, this canstant change between focussed/high/enthousiastic/special and empty/tired/lack of motivation....
Byt he way thanks that you answered!!
K.
