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Posted by Wayne
on October 19, 2000 at 18:55:20:
I really can't differ b/w madness and insanity. So, if anyone can help me out here would be very appreicated. I am at my early twenties, but my emotional problems is killing me. I can't really say that I have emotional problems since I am living in a healthy family and most of my life is kinda happy.
I realized that when someone is mad, he or she usually yell/cry or beat something up. But for my situation, it came all in a sudden. For example, I was watching a tv show last night, suddenly I felt so mad inside (no reason, not relating to the tv show, i have no idea why), I started to bang my head against the wall. After around 15 secs or so, I felt calm and relaxed again. Another example was the time I went to sleep, right after I turned off my light and lay on the bed, I felt mad again (I don't know why) and I started to mess around my room like throwing books off shelves, etc. Am I going insane? or is there a term like "semi-crazy" exist? I looked like those dangerous criminals but I really can't control the result those "mad" emotions. Anyone have the same thing as me? aw..