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Re: THANK YOU FOR THAT GUILT TRIP> ???(YOU INCREASED MY POTENTIAL

Re: THANK YOU FOR THAT GUILT TRIP> ???(YOU INCREASED MY POTENTIAL

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Posted by TERESSA on April 26, 2000 at 12:47:56:

In Reply to: Re: Ya shouldn't have dont that but i did posted by ??? on April 25, 2000 at 11:59:20:

: Who says the guy knew? you went who knows how long without knowing. If he knew then he's a bastered who deserves to get his ass kicked, but you can't blame him, your damn lucky hpv was all you got...you could be dying of aids right now.
Did you even think durring the whole phase you went through to get tested? I DID GET TESTED FOR AIDS EVERY MONTH FROM MY SHRINK HE KNEW WHAT I WAS DOING BUT DID NOT KNOW HOW TO CALM ME DOWN ON THAT SUBJECT . wELL I COULDNT STAY WITH ONE GUY, EVERY GUYI SLEPT WITH ONLY DID IT BECAUSE I WAS A SKINNY WEL DEVELOPED GIRL, IN MY EYES I SAW THAT. AND SOME OF THE GUYS TOLD ME THEY WERE JUST HAVING SEX WITH ME CUZ I LOOKED GOOD, I DIDN'T CARE AT THE TIME, I HAD ALOT OF PROBLEMS AT HOME AND TRYED TO ESCAPE THAT PAIN BY MAKING MORE FO MYSELF BY SLEEPIN AROUND. I DO RESENT ALL I DID IN THAT 1 1/2 TIME PERIOD. i NEVER LOVED ANY OF THEM, BUT I T WAS SEX, I NEVER GOT TURNED DOWN CUZI GAVE IT UP SO EASY.BUT NOW I AM WITH ONE PARTNER AND HE KNOWS MY PAST AND HE DOESNT JUDGE ME BY THAT. i HAVE HAD TO THIS DAY 6 CRYO'S SURGERIES. i AM GONIG THREW ALOT WITH DISEASE I WISH I COULD REDO THE PAST BUT I CAN'T. i LEARNED FROM MY PAST, BUT I STILL MISS SLEEPING AROUND, FOR SOME ODD REASON, BUT I KNOW I WONT GO BACK TO THAT STAGE.
Because of your irresposibility {and yes the guys you contracted it to are guilty of the same thing as you, everyone has the responsibility of protecting themselves} who knows how many people have been infected.i KNOW, BUT I WILL HAVE THIS GUILT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE THANKS FOR LAYING THE BOMBSHELL AND MAKING IT WORSE.
i AM A MANIC- DEPRESANT AND HAVE CLINICAL DEPRESSION. tHINGS PEOPLE SAY, MAKES ME DO IRRATIONAL THINGS AND THANK YOU, SUICIDE HAS BEEN THERE BEFORE AND THANKS TO YOUR HARSH OPINIONS I CAN THINK ABOUT THAT AGAIN.
you don't seem to be taking your part of the blame..you are just as guilty(THANK YOU)
i know it must be hard,(YES IT IS VERY HARD, SOMETHING YOU MAY NEVER UNDERSTAND CUZ YOUR NOT IN MY SHOES)


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