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linnybee428
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posted 06-09-2003 10:45 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for linnybee428     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Alright I have tried every supposed acne diet (low carb, or tons of carrots, or no saturated fats, no caffeine, only fruits veggies and grains, no soy etc.) and I really can't tell if anything is making a difference so i am giving up! I want to eat ice cream again and frapuccinos. Just a good old fashioned sandwich with a french bread roll and lots of condiments sounds good. So, for the next week (while I have finals) I am going to eat whatever the hell I want! We will see if it makes any difference.

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posted 06-09-2003 11:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for chemicaldreamer     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Food does affect skin. What you eat affects your arteries, liver, hair, eyesight, body odor, breath, etc, why wouldn't what you eat affect the biggest part of your body? Your skin. It does.

But like any other part of your body, it won't affect it immediately. Just like drinking alcohol won't immediately cause liver damage, or that lack of calcium will instantly weaken the bones and teeth, foods also take a long time to affect the skin. It takes 90 days for a pimple or cyst to occur... so it's going to take at LEAST 90 days to see any differences.

If you've only been on it for a couple of months, and expect it to work miracles, then it was doomed to fail since day 1. It should be a lifestyle change, not a diet of the month.

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You have a point, but that is only true for some people since everyone is different and no two people are alike. ALL my friends eat like crap, actually everyone I know eats like crap and always ask me why I eat so healthy and sometimes they laugh and just tell me to stop it. They all have gorgeous hair (not oily like mine) and flawless skin, they dont have bad body odour, bad breath or bad eyesight. They are healthy people but they usually eat like crap. I just think there bodys can tolerate those kind of things and mine cant( I think). but acne is a gene, If no one in my family had acne I would not get it even if I ate like crap. and its very hard to change your genes you can try doing it by changing the way you eat but not everyone will succeed. since acne is a gene its hard to get rid of, its like trying to change my natural curly hair straight, I might beable to perm it straight and flat iron it straight but it will always grow back curly from the roots. Now you can do things to help your acne like eat healthy foods and take antibiotics but if you stop it will come back and thats cause its a gene and the only cure is time. when your hormones balance out you will be fine and you can eat whatever and do whatever. some peoples acne never goes away, and they tried EVERYTHING, and who ever they got there acne from probaly still has acne. so I do agree with you that eating healthy will help but the only cure is time. look at who you got your acne from and when theres went away. and maybe shes/hes different from you maybe thats why it didnt work. no two people are the same.

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posted 06-10-2003 03:10 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for linnybee428     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yeah I agree that eating healthy is in general good for your whole body and all your organs (including skin). But I feel like trying to eat everything healthy and depriving myself of foods that make me happy was not helping my skin enough to be of use. I don't eat like a pig, I feel like I am a pretty good eater in general, I just don't want to be so restricted and so disappointed at the same time.

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posted 06-10-2003 08:47 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for bunny9987     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
i have never eaten "right" i drastically changed my diet mid-late may. started drinking lots of water! i am still breaking out. :0 i keep telling myself it takes time. I am just afraid it just isn't going to work. but i know this will benefit me in the long run for overall better health. i am 25.

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posted 06-10-2003 09:34 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sedulous     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
i hear where you're coming from linnybee...i eat extremely well and exercise and all that, and basically do all the right things. And i still have acne... i got so sick of berating myself for some sugar intake, or wanting pasta for dinner one night instead of some macrobiotic, whole food concoction (not that i don't enjoy that stuff...it's been a lifestyle i prefer to follow), but at the same time i'm so moderate in my intake of bad food, i decided i should stop feeling guilty and thinking about my skin every time i eat a white flour product or something, which is infrequent anyway.
Now i'm following Dr. Dubrow's "The Acne Cure", a book, and i think it will work out well for me. Good food, good exercise habits or whatever, i still have this self-perpetuating cycle of infection living within the layers of skin, and i am starting to believe that the cycle needs to be dealt with topically also, even though for the past few years i've been a staunch believer in healing things from the inside.
So i'm not about to start subsisting on cold cuts and white bread (i hate that stuff anyway), and i'll stick to my overall healthy regimen, but i'm done feeling like i had a hand in my acne just because some random Tuesday i ate a couple of brownies.

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posted 06-10-2003 09:36 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for chemicaldreamer     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I never said eating right will cure all your acne... nor did i say that the cause of your acne is due to eating badly. I just said that food DOES AFFECT your skin. What you eat affects your hormones, and your hormones affect your skin. Some people can have high levels of testosterone, yet they don't break out.

I see so many people try one thing, then after a few weeks, more onto something else. They'll try an AHA/BHA solution, then if that doesn't work, move onto BP... if that doesn't work, try zinc... if that doesn't work, try B5, etc etc.

Why not do everything in moderation, instead of trying everything half-assed then moving onto something else? I use a BP face wash, BHA face wash, then AHA toner... and spottreat with BP. But i also eat healthy and take a daily zinc supplement (zinc was once the treatment for acne before modern medicine became popular). And if i ever breakout in acne again, i'm not going to stop all those and move onto the next thing. I'm going to add B5 to my regiment.

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posted 06-10-2003 09:56 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for bunny9987     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
how much zinc do you take daily , chemical

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posted 06-10-2003 10:01 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for chemicaldreamer     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Just 50mg.

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posted 06-10-2003 10:15 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for TiredOfThisAll     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I could never bring myself to change my diet just for my skin... I really dont think food affects me. maybe some do, but its worth it.

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posted 06-10-2003 10:17 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for poreoilyme     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I think it's a combination of things that works best: BHA/AHA, BP, and B5. I don't see any problem adding something new and then subtracting it if it doesn't work, but these three are good basics for keeping skin clear and work together to do it. I wouldn't want to be without any of them because I think only one alone wouldn't be as effective as all three together. Just my thoughts. Hopefully, one day I'll be in good enough shape to drop the B5, but again, it's an ongoing game of adjusting things and taking it one day at a time.

I just worry about the people who don't give BHA, BP, and B5 a chance to work because they do work well for most, but not all, people--just not overnight, unfortunately--and sometimes skin will just break out for the heck of it, but then all returns to normal again. If you give up too soon, you miss seeing how skin can cycle, no matter what you use, and that it is just a temporary fluctuation.

On the other hand, I think if you have a violent reaction to something for many weeks at a time, it's probably not going to work for you. My skin tends to have a quick response to things and pretty much sticks with its initial impression without breaking out first and then clearing. I think I am probably in the minority on this though.

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posted 06-10-2003 10:18 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sedulous     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hey chemical, be careful with your zinc supplement. 100mg is the absolute maximum a person should ever take, and too much zinc is toxic. The nutritionist and naturopath i spoke to a couple years back recommended taking a 30mg/day supplement.

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posted 06-10-2003 10:25 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for chemicaldreamer     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ooops, i'm only taking 50mg a day... i'm taking 2 pills, i thought they were 50mg each, but i just checked, and they were 25mg each.

You're right, they are toxic at high levels.

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posted 06-10-2003 10:44 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Delphi373     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Well linnybee, you seem frustrated...and I don't blame you. Sometimes it seems like you can try everything and nothing works. I don't have any direct answers for you, except to say that diet did change my acne...HOWEVER, I don't believe everyone responds to the diet change. I think acne is a symptom of multiple afflictions...and that we all here on this board could be developing acne from a variety of reasons...the main I think being hormonal..but the question is, what causes that hormonal surge in most of us? Diet, age, anxiety...? These are the questions which have yet to be answered...but I think acne can be treated if not cured...so keep at it! Fight the good fight as they say! Ok, that was way corny...but you get my drift... ;P

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posted 06-10-2003 12:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for acneman     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by linnybee428:
Alright I have tried every supposed acne diet (low carb, or tons of carrots, or no saturated fats, no caffeine, only fruits veggies and grains, no soy etc.) and I really can't tell if anything is making a difference so i am giving up! I want to eat ice cream again and frapuccinos. Just a good old fashioned sandwich with a french bread roll and lots of condiments sounds good. So, for the next week (while I have finals) I am going to eat whatever the hell I want! We will see if it makes any difference.

You ate grains? What kind? Grains have been proven to aggravate acne in some people.

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posted 06-10-2003 01:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for bunny9987     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
linnybee you said no soy. i changed my diet 3 weeks ago. I added a lot of soy in for replacement for a lot of foods i was eating. does anyone know the soy connection, if there is one??

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posted 06-10-2003 02:45 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SweetJade1     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hey =)
What I found the most interesting about this thread is how some keep talking about guilt. Do you honestly feel guilty about eating something because you are unsure or afraid of the consequences??? I've NEVER felt guilty over anything that I've eaten or not eaten. Maybe that's because I know that I have CONTROL over my breakouts based on what I eat. I don't stress. I don't worry. I just do what I must and live my life.

Of course, I can understand that if you don't have a clue as to WHAT food is the culprit in your breakouts, worry may play a role. Yet, even when I was 11 and did believe the myths about chocolate, soda, and potato chips, I never worried, I just avoided them. I avoided chocolate and soda for over 10 years and my acne never drastically improved.

10 months ago, I drastically changed my diet and now I eat chocolate. Not every day, but I do and there's no fear of breakouts...I eat quite a bit of "junk" actually, with no repercussions. Oh, but I can't touch soda, for it will certainly give me a cyst or two a few days later. Yet I KNOW this, so if I decide to drink one, I won't fret over the consequences. Then again, sometimes those consequences, a cyst that lasts 2 weeks, are enough to make you stay FAAAR away from your culprits ;-)

So yes, Delphi is correct when she said that ALL acne is HORMONAL. Whether you are allergic, intolerant, pubescent, or imbalanced, there are still hormonal reactions going on inside. Not everyone has the SAME triggers, but I do want to emphasize that ALL acne is treated the SAME way.

That doesn't sound quite right, but what I'm saying is that acne is connected to Insulin Resistance. This is partially WHY the hormones in your body become imbalanced, during puberty or into adulthood. Yes, there are MANY DIFFERENT hormonal disorders involving ACNE, but they all have steriod hormones in common. As such, the medications that you hear about on this board do the SAME job!

They are either going to:
-balance your insulin levels which will balance your androgen levels OR

-they will balance your cortisol levels which will balance your androgen levels OR

-they will reduce your androgen levels, OR

-they are going to inhibit the effects of androgen in your system (sebaceous glands) OR

-they are going to prevent the conversion of testosterone into DHT (super androgen)

The list goes on depending on the disorder, but did anyone notice the key here is ANDROGEN? Thankfully there's several ways you can go about dealing with this hormone, and yes diet is one of them. I do not claim that diet will help EVERYONE, but what I do know is that it has helped me and others that had tried a great deal of things, natural supplements, medications and I believe that we are really lucky as a result.

I have a post somewhere around here talking about Insulin and how it leads to a variety of health problems, that are rising in the United States. You should take a look at your family history and see what health/hormonal problems they have. The more they do have that relate to insulin, the more likely that a diet change could be your answer. The fact that at people at 10, 15, 20, 30 or 50 years of age get acne is rather troublesome. Yet, acne is a SYMPTOM of an imbalance, chaos, in your body and if you can find out the true cause and stop it, then you may not end up with Heart Disease, Obesity, Diabetes, etc years down the road. I like that A LOT knowing that I'm preventing WORSE health problems down the road makes me feel, kinda powerful. To think, all I had to do was STOP eating foods my body does NOT know how to HANDLE PROPERLY....wow ;-)

I genuinely care about all of you and the LAST thing I want is for anyone to go around believing in myths or INCORRECT information. I do NOT want ANY of you to be cheated and realize this later down the road. I tried for over a decade to get answers and most doctors did nothing. I kept trying and usually by sheer accident did a doctor take a second look at me and over the years, I was able to put the pieces together as to what is wrong with me. Unfortunately, I went through THREE endocrinologists before I found one that was willing to dig deeper than the usual "hormonal imbalance" or "androgen sensitivity"!

I am sooo grateful to him as well as others on the board that have helped me realize how much a diet change can make a difference. =) Yes you can take medications and become clear. You can take supplements/detoxes and also become clear. Yet, you can do the very same through diet alone, if you so choose. The question is, is there a single internal "cure" or is it a combination of internal aids for YOU?

What I can tell you about me, is that my acne reached it's worse when I was 11. That's when I wasn't just breaking out on my face, but also on my scalp, nose, ears, neck, upper arms, chest, back and other places.... When I was 17, I took Birth Control and Spironolactone (supresses effects of androgen & DHT conversion) for 3 years and they did help, but I was STILL breaking out in most of those areas. When I was 21, I started taking a reduced dose of Spironolactone and Avandia (insulin sensitizer) and that helped a little bit more. Yet when my breakout cycle came around NONE of these popular acne fighting drugs could PREVENT it, but did manage to reduce the amount.

Then just last August, I switched to a gluten free diet. I was taking an increased dose of avandia at the time and so I didn't know what to attribute my skin's 95% clear state and my elimination of menstrual pain to. I knew that both the diet and avandia were working in similar ways to reduce my androgen levels, but which was responsible for this? I always figured I could eat whatever I wanted since I was underweight and saw no reason to low carb, especially since I was taking Avandia. Then 2 months later, due to some fluke I stopped taking the avandia, during my "break out cycle" and I was trying not to FEAR that I would break out horribly as a result. I didn't...and now I'm 99%+ clear =)

Doctors give you pills because nobody wants to CHANGE their eating habits. Fine. Sometimes these pills have horrible side effects that you may end up getting as result of taking these drugs. Yet, they know that people live for "pleasure" and of course drugs make lots of money so while they KNOW diet plays a big role, that isn't as emphasised as telling you to take your medication! Maybe they aren't all incompetant, maybe they are hoping that your condition worsens before they will treat you (hope not). See, why can't they treat to PREVENT, it's much cheaper than after the problem has escalated???

Anyway, so far, I don't have a single internal cure, but 2. I still take spiro because I know it helps with my mild hirsutism and I'm not sure how much it helps with my acne since the diet change. You know, my gluten free diet, which you can also call a low grain diet or a low carbohydrate diet. While I care, I'm not going to preach about what you should do to solve your problems because some people's problems are soo severe or they haven't been kept under some sort of control (ha ha), that you may NEED to take drugs and change your diet to get the results that will make you happy & healthy. Perhaps one day you can taper off of the drugs...

I would like to say though, that if you choose to test out ANYTHING, you must give it enough time to work. Yes some clear in 2 weeks, but others it can take months. Remember that your hormones had YEARS of rampant chaos in your body, do you honestly expect that to change overnight? Not to mention that while I know some of you have eliminated certain foods, are you sure those were the culprits?

What if you are SILL consuming your culprits?

Notice I am not 100% clear? I'm sure that it's because I could drop more grains from my diet to further control that insulin, which I'm reading up on. The same thing goes for those of you who choose to eliminate soda, but are still eating wheat for example. I hesitate to say this, but wheat gets reduced/eliminated in most people's diets.

So if you are breaking out every day, or every week, and are still eating something that COULD be contributing to this, then of course it will look like a diet change doesn't work for you. You didn't eliminate ALL your culprits and some culprits MAY be worse than others.

In fact, this is similar to what happens with skincare. You can't use pore cloggers on your skin and say that it's OK, because you have BP or BHA to help you. No! Yes they are effective, but if you keep the problem that's causing those breakouts around, your skin won't improve as much as it should! So when it comes to diet, just like myself, this could explain why some people improve slightly and other not at all.

I've gotta go to work now, so I'll stop...he he, take care

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posted 06-10-2003 03:51 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sedulous     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
SweetJade, i've always really enjoyed your posts. i'm glad that you can write clearly, and always back things up with some details, instead of bombastically shouting how things should be done, like people have done on occasion on these boards. It is interesting to examine the American diet and see how it shows up in skin. When i've met ppl from other countries, their skin is always so different. Not necessarily better, but different.
Aside from androgens, i think it's worthwhile to take a look at the cycle of infection that occurs in the skin, once a hormonal imbalance makes itself known by way of acne. Due to various immune system responses, primarily inflammation, or even the inability for an acne sufferer to stop picking, and i think acne can almost self perpetuate itself even after an imbalance is resolved. This is why i'm adding a topical program to my healthy eating and such. Maybe a hormonal imbalance indirectly causes a bunch of sebum to be lodged in a pore. Some months later, hormones may be more or less on track, but that sebum is still there, and needs to be physically dealt with using an AHA or something similar. And in some cases, we can be susceptible to what's in our external environment as well.
i don't think anybody should discount food, diet, hormones, etc. In fact, i think it's uninformed these days to say food and acne have no connection. Would we say the same about weight gain? But i also think topical regimens have the potential to be very helpful and effective.

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posted 06-10-2003 04:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for linnybee428     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
yeah i know some grains aggravate acne. but that was just part of my "vegan naturalistic" diet. ive also done low carbs.

as for soy- there are around 14 known protein allergens in it and one of the side effect from intolerance or allergy is acne. newer research is pointing to the idea that soy is not nearly as healthy as we've been told and that there are some real dangers of eating high levels (it can affect your body like a hormone). BUT if you haven't noticed soy being a problem, don't think I told you to stop eating it altogether. It's definitely a good source of protein especially if you dont eat a lot of meat.

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sedulous,
You are absolutely correct about the topical regimen. The way I see it is that while you are working internally to improve your acne, you MUST have an excellent topical regimen. Once your acne decreases or is eliminated, you won't need as much of your topicals to help treat acne, cuz you hopefully won't have any ;-)

Yes, even though I know that diet has been the BIGGEST help for me, I still use a good simplified skincare regimen. I utilize a variety of acne fightering & non pore clogging ingredients, except BP (leaves blemishes/marks) and I have no intention of stopping. Infact some of these acne fighters are great because they have anti-aging properties so why not huh. As a result, smaller pores, less oil, a more even skin tone, smoother skin, usually faster healing, effective spot treating, and an amazing warmth/glow to my skin. It just looks really healthy =)

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posted 06-10-2003 08:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SweetJade1     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Oh yeah I forgot to say that I also believe that there can be several factors to cause acne. I absolutely encourage everyone to go down the list and hopefully, you will find your cure loooong before you ever have to pop a pill or change your diet ;-)

Brief examples of things that can cause some people acne. Make sure to find a product that won't.
ENVIRONMENTAL:
Toxins
Pollution
Drinking Water
Household cleaners
(allergy)

EXTERNAL
Skincare
Makeup (lip balms)
Toothpastes
Fragrance/Perfumes
Deodorants
Hair Care products

laundry detergent
dirty telephones


INTERNAL (more detail on another post)
Allergy or Intolerance
Drinking water
Diet
Detoxing
Herbs/supplements

Undiagnosed Hormonal or Nutrient Disorder

Stress
Exercise

Linnybee,
Have you ever tried a low grain or no grain diet? You've already tried everything else, so why not. It's similar to low carbing, but it may work better because of the whole Paleo Diet philosophy. Where, just like Celiacs, perhaps we are not fully capable of digesting the proteins-sugars found in grains. Unfortunately some people's bodies are more stubborn than others and that means that they may have to give up different or more foods. Then again, if you are truly tired, and I can UNDERSTAND that one, then take a break and "enjoy" finals ;-)

Although, I am curious as to how long have you had acne and how severe is it? How long were you on each of those diets before you gave up? Did you see ANY results? I don't believe that everyone has to change their diets, some of it will naturally change as we get older anyway. Yet, have you tried other natural ways, like supplements, etc? Better yet, if this is really bothering you, have you gone to an endocrinologist to see about this?

Good luck with your finals =)

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