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Old 07-15-2011, 12:47 PM   #4
Join Date: Jul 2011
Location: new york
Posts: 2
cheddar55 HB User
Re: Help! Need reassurance-does anyone else have this fear?

hey ur not the only feeling that way, i thought it was just me too. i feel sometimes as if i could really harm someone and it scares me, even though i know i wont do it and i really dont want to hurt someone i still get these thoughts that i will. once in my school's cafe i thought i would get a knife and stab someone, which was a random thought and i felt extremely terrible afterwards. sometimes i thought of hurting myself, like i rather hurt myself then really hurt someone else. whenever im in the train station i think about jumping off onto the tracks and not moving, but i know that i dont want to die at all, but these thoughts still haunt and make me feel extremely depressed sometimes, like there is absolutely nothing inside of me and that scares me most of all.