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Old 10-09-2012, 10:44 AM   #3
Join Date: Sep 2012
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wonderwalk HB User
Re: Scared of losing a loved one

Thanks, boobootwo.. I have read one of Eckhart's books 'The Power of Now'. Books do help me find solace (currently reading Conversations with God)... I know Dad is no longer suffering and I thank God for that. It killed me to watch him slip into coma. It was one of the worst things... not knowing whether he could understand me, hear me... I didn't know if he was in pain. I try to be practical about this and think hes not in pain anymore. But I just miss him so much. I think I am this scared because we were having a good time, with the marriage preps, when luck took a cruel and unexpected turn. You are right, I will not be able to cling onto my family forever. I just want to gradually get over with being obsessed like this...