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Old 05-18-2005, 10:53 PM   #1
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Day 34

Well in an hour! Haven't bothered posting in a couple of days because it was pretty much the same old story. Still not feeling the greatest, but everyday there is some small improvement. Biggest problem is that my stomach isn't normal, and I think my digestive tract is screwed up. Everything I eat goes flying through me. Also still have sneezes and watery eyes (usually in the evening). My legs have calmed down, so there is improvement there. Today I was hit with some tremendous cravings. In fact tonight, I'm heading out to watch the new Star Wars at midnight, and all I have been thinking about is why not pop a couple. Amazing how our brain works. Take a deep breath and remember the hell that got me here! Not easy. Sleep has been good, so that is a plus. I have to laugh at the cravings....as they seem to come out of the blue. Of course I don't think I've watched a movie sober in several years, so this could also be a trigger. Well just wanted to check in....I hope everyones recovery is going well. Keep the faith!
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Old 05-19-2005, 03:44 AM   #2
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Re: Day 34

Congrats on day 34, you done it, the hardest part is behind you now, we'll have bad days but mostly good days, one day soon we'll be completely over it and we'll say to ourself that it sure was worth the fight.
Don't give up now, don't "pop a couple" because it wil be down hill from there, do the right thing and stay clean, you worked way to hard to give in now.

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Old 05-19-2005, 10:24 AM   #3
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Re: Day 34

Hi Ukonom,

Congratulations on day 34. I just wanted to remind you to stay strong, if you do "pop a couple", not only will you feel that you have failed, but you will have to answer to "ALL OF US ON THE BOARD", of course we are always supportive, but please don't let us down, you are an example for many.

How was "Star Wars", by the way? I loved the first two, in the seventies, but haven't been able to really get into the more recent.

"Hugs"

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Old 05-19-2005, 03:53 PM   #4
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Re: Day 34

Thanks Emily's Mom and Nomore for your encouraging words...don't worry I didn't really consider taking them, because this hell is very fresh in my mind. I'm still not 100% but I know that will come with time. I think I can expect more cravings now, and even last night I had my first drug dream, where I dreamt I took some, but was immediately dissapointed in myself, that I woke up trying to spit them out of my mouth. Could hardly breathe in this dream, it was kinda scary.
STAR WARS was awesome. It might be the best out of all them, and it was so cool the way Lucas tied this one into the first one made back in the late 1970's. That is amazing how 25 years later, it was like the original Star Wars was back fresh in my mind after watching this one. Gotta Chewbacca!
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Old 05-19-2005, 03:55 PM   #5
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Re: Day 34

Thanks Emily's Mom and Nomore for your encouraging words...don't worry I didn't really consider taking them, because this hell is very fresh in my mind. I'm still not 100% but I know that will come with time. I think I can expect more cravings now, and even last night I had my first drug dream, where I dreamt I took some, but was immediately dissapointed in myself, that I woke up trying to spit them out of my mouth. Could hardly breathe in this dream, it was kinda scary.
STAR WARS was awesome. It might be the best out of all them, and it was so cool the way Lucas tied this one into the first one made back in the late 1970's. That is amazing how 25 years later, it was like the original Star Wars was back fresh in my mind after watching this one. Gotta love Chewbacca!
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