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    Old 06-13-2005, 03:26 PM   #1
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    What in your opinion is an alcoholic?

    I am wondering if I am an alcoholic. I enjoy drinking a little to relax. I am really scared that I rely on alcohol. So I really need some advice. If you rely on alcohol to relax, please reply. I am a stay at home mom of a 4 year old daughter and 1 year old twin daughters. Some days I feel that I need a little drink to make it through. Thanks in advance!


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    Old 06-13-2005, 07:41 PM   #2
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    Re: What in your opinion is an alcoholic?

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    I am wondering if I am an alcoholic. I enjoy drinking a little to relax. I am really scared that I rely on alcohol. So I really need some advice. If you rely on alcohol to relax, please reply. I am a stay at home mom of a 4 year old daughter and 1 year old twin daughters. Some days I feel that I need a little drink to make it through. Thanks in advance!


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    There are different views on this - some people say that if you drink even a little every day, that you are alcoholic....
    There are others that think differently.....

    Personally I think that it's O.K to have a few drinks every day. And I dont think it necessarily makes you an alcoholic.... It does help many of us to relax. Who said life was easy......
    I think, though, that when alcohol starts interferring with your life, your job, or with those that love you then there is something wrong. If you regularly drink during the day then I think there is a problem. If you drink until you are senseless then you have a problem.

    The secret to enjoying alcohol in a responsible way is to always be it's master, never the other way around.....
    Some people can handlle this and some cant......

    If you are "really scared that you rely on alcohol" then PROVE to yourself that you do not (by stopping for a while). Prove to yourself that Life is just as fun whether you have a drink in hand or not....... then you are the Master...... hope this was of some help.....

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    Old 06-13-2005, 07:50 PM   #3
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    Re: What in your opinion is an alcoholic?

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    I am wondering if I am an alcoholic. I enjoy drinking a little to relax. I am really scared that I rely on alcohol. So I really need some advice. If you rely on alcohol to relax, please reply. I am a stay at home mom of a 4 year old daughter and 1 year old twin daughters. Some days I feel that I need a little drink to make it through. Thanks in advance!


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    Hello Momma!

    First off, let me tell you that if I had a four-year-old and 1-year-old twins, I'd need MUCH more than a drink to relax!!!! My goodness, woman, HOW DO YOU DO IT?

    My mother was, and still is, an alcoholic. She handles it much better now in that she doesn't drink every day, or nearly half as much as she used to. In the "bad old days" she used to drink to assuage her pain about living with my father, who mentally and verbally abused her. I think she only started to drink heavily when she was about 40.

    I guess the things that clued me in to her alcoholism and severe dependence on liquor to get through a day were as follows:

    1) She would drink vodka and milk. Apparently it 'looked' more like milk. Also, vodka apparently had less of an alcoholic "smell" on one's breath... (HIDING IT)

    2) She would sit at the kitchen table and place her glass on one of the chairs underneath, so that my brother and I couldn't see it when we got home from school. I would ask her what she was drinking and of course her answer was "milk". (HIDING IT)

    3) As the evening wore on, and after the supper dishes were done, she would become more and more maudlin...more and more emotional, and would retire up to her bedroom to read a Harlequin romance, have a cigarette and escape. If I went into her bedroom to talk with her about some problem I was having or asking for her advice...she would get this funny look in her eye, almost as if she wasn't understanding what I was saying or that she had placed it in the context of whatever it was she was reading at the time. In other words, she just wasn't all there. Everything that we would discuss was under the cloud of her own despair and alcohol-induced weepiness and heightened emotion. (EMOTIONAL EXTREMES, EMOTIONAL DISTANCE FROM FAMILY)

    4) We grew up in Montreal and I remember when there was a liquor strike in Quebec. There was absolutely NO store in Quebec that one could purchase alcohol during the time of that strike. It was winter...the roads were really bad and snow covered...my mother drove in her little car, through some MAJOR friggin' blizzards to a neighbouring province, Ontario, just across the border. She brought home enough vodka and gin in her car trunk to supply a couple of free-bar weddings. No, let's make that about a dozen free-bar weddings. (RISKING LIFE AND LIMB FOR THE BOOZE, NO MATTER WHAT)

    5) She started drinking to "relax". I'm not sure when it progressed from the occasional drink or two to an every day thing, but happen it did. I think even she was surprised at this. I remember my father threatening to divorce her and the two of them fighting all the time. He kept saying "Karina, you're drunk!". This would infuriate her and make her want to drink even more. It seemed that every day, she had to drink more and more, just to stay in the same emotional place as the day before. (AVOIDANCE, SELF-MEDICATION, NUMBING ONESELF)

    I know the above examples are quite extreme and they pertain specifically to my own mother. Her drinking started off quite innocently and became a life-long passion. Drinking truly became her "salvation".

    When my own marriage ended about 7 years ago, I found myself having a few more drinks than usual. I was upset, lonely, frightened and confused. I had a good job at the time and there was an employee assistance program, so I took advantage of it and went to see a counsellor. She was awesome. She said to me "If you THINK you are developing a drinking problem, then the chances are good that you ARE". This was all I needed to hear to realize that just because I was unhappy, I just couldn't go down the same road as my mother. It was tempting, but I did not. I toughed it out...felt the pain, had myself a cup of chamomile tea instead of a rum and coke. Thank God. The pain and sorrow over the marriage ending did subside eventually...all by itself. I often think that if I HAD embraced drinking to numb the pain, the pain would now be gone, but I would likely now have a much more serious problem.

    Momma, only YOU can decide whether having the odd drink or drinking every day is a problem for you. My experience has taught me that if one drinks to numb something, then it's not a good thing. If you have the odd glass of wine or a mixed drink to relax once in a while, then I don't think that's a bad thing. If you NEED to do this to cope and can't relax without it...then yes...I think that could become a problem.

    Nellie

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    Old 06-14-2005, 08:59 AM   #4
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    Wow, great replies! Thanks you guys! I think I will be the "master" and see if I can relax and enjoy life without a drink! I want to be addicted to my kids, not alcohol.


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    Old 06-14-2005, 03:46 PM   #5
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    >>>Her drinking started off quite innocently and became a life-long passion

     
    Old 06-15-2005, 02:52 PM   #6
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    I can't blame you for wanting a drink every day. I come from a family full of alcoholics and I can sometimes spot one a mile away. You may be the kind of drinker who has one drink a day for 40 years and then realizes she has a problem. That isn't the worst kind of drinker. The worst is the kind who can't stop once they've started, and can't stop thinking about it when they're not doing it.

    My major concern about you is your kids!! You have to drive them places, to the park, the doctor, wherever. You have to be alert with little ones around. One drink may not affect you THAT much, but it does affect you!

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    Old 06-15-2005, 04:05 PM   #7
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    That is why most of the time when I drink it's when the kids are in bed. By the end of the day I am worn and stressed. I feel like I can put my feet up and relax with a beer. I do feel guilty about that, but then I know that there are worse things. Thanks for all the replies!!

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