Hi...I am SO sick from being SICK!! I am addicted to Stadol NS and just can't see my life without it. It's on my mind 24/7. I know I'm missing out on life and I've ruined my relationship with my husband. Even my son knows of my addictins. I say addictions because I've been addicted to Vicodon, Demerol in addition to the Stadol NS. I'm scared that I won't be able to quit. My doctor is fed up with me but they still give me one bottle every 5 days. To add insult to injury they make me CALL every 5 days for a refill. Any help would be appreciated.