Re: switching to methadone
Hi,
I have just come off methadone in september. I understand what you are saying about not being able to afford the pills you are on anymore but i think you should really consider this switch to methadone carefully before you do it... it is really bad for you, i didnt have my periods the whole time i was on it, it seeps into your bones and ***** up your marrow, and there are other side effects too, like when i was on it i was sweating all the time and had pains in my joints and it is very very very hard to come off.
I have never been on the pills you are taking, i dont even know if they are available where i am (ireland) but i was really in bits coming off methadone,and when i came off it i was also got very depressed, im now on anti-depressants.
Im not trying to turn you off it but im just telling you all the things i wish someone had told me before i went on it. Ok it was good because it got me off gear but it really does have ALOT of down sides too, so please bear that it mind.
In relation to the assesment to get on a methadone programme, well i dont know what country you are in so it could be different for me than it is for you but here you have to go to the methadone clinic and see the doc ,just for a quick chat about how much heroin your using, how frequently, wheather you are injecting or smoking and what other drugs you are using like benzo's (valium etc) crack etc etc, then you have to give 3 dirty urine samples(supervised) to the clinic so they know your actually using then thats it your on the clinic. As for the dose well i started on 40mls a day but i was such a heavy user (my habit was about €200 per day at the time) that the 40mls just wasnt enough for me so i ended up on 100mls a day. Also i have to say at this point that i probably did not need 100mls per day but i was still in a really addictive state of mind and was just not able to cope with reality at the time, although i didnt want to use heroin, so i got my dose of methadone high enough so that i would sleep alot of the time...so i guess that answers your other question - yes you do get a bit of a buzz of methadone in the beginning, like even the first tiime i took it and that was only a 40ml dose i was a bit light headed and tired, but you wouldnt actually be stoned, you can still go about your business. It does give you the pinned pupil look that heroin does aswell but not quite as bad though.
Good luck whatever you decided to do and i hope it all works out for you, and like i say i am not trying to turn you off methadone because it did save me in alot of ways but i wish i had of had all the facts about it before i started on it because i really did think it was a 'quick-fix' for all my problems and it was not.
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