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Old 02-24-2011, 01:15 AM   #1
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never thought id admit this to anyone

i was a really good kid till i turned 16 then i started smoking cigs...not big deal. then i tried smoking pot...not big deal. then i got drunk for the first time. then shrooms ecstacy cocaine painkillers & benzodiazepine's all came in to play later on. it all came so fast i dont even remember most of it. it could be the fact that my mom died when i was 14, after watching her suffer miserably with cancer, or maybe the fact my dad had left my mother while she was suffering for another woman, who continued, even after she died, to insult my mother. Trying her best to convince me my mom had never cared about me, stated she didnt enforce rules! Oh! Maaayybe thats because she was dying of cancer! Sorry...off track. Anyway just like to say i had my first baby on 1/13/10 and after having him it has all been uphill from here. My son is my reason for living and i have dropped everything...ok maybe except for a small drink and cig now and then but NOTHING ELSE!!. Not saying if ur addicted you should get pregnant and that will solve everything lol, just looking for people who relate

 
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