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Old 03-06-2007, 09:32 PM   #1
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Tired of feeling like a freak!!

I am so tired of my stupid anxiety episodes.I am going through a very traumatic experience.To make it short and sweet I will just say I am 34,married with 2 girls ages 9 and 13.We bought our first house 2 years ago during the housing craze.(We live near Sacramento,California).We financed it with a two year fixed rate and then the payment skyrocketed because the housing market plummeted and we were unable to refinance.Soo..we had to file bankruptcy(NEVER had to do anything like this ever before),lost our house and have moved to a small town about 15 miles away.Today we went back to get some of our stuff and EVERY time I do anything that has to do with that house I go crazy.Now my chest hurts,my throat hurts,I have an upset stomach,my breathing feels labored.I feel like I have tucked tail and ran.My old neighbors whom we were close with no longer speak to us like I did something to be ashamed of.I am ashamed actually.But it is still none of their business.It does not affect them.I am so tired of worrying all the time about someone judging my every move.I wish I could just stop worrrying what everyone else thinks.I want to be normal.I want to just let go of my worries.I can't tolerate the meds for anxiety so I don't take any.I wish I could take something to help me with my problems.Just had to vent.

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Old 03-06-2007, 10:01 PM   #2
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Re: Tired of feeling like a freak!!

you're not the only one. i get the same feelings too like if people are judging me and i dwell on the bad things that are happening in my life. sorry if i'm not any help but at least you got it out. it's good to vent and you know that you are not the only one out there with this sort of thing...

Old 03-07-2007, 02:15 AM   #3
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Re: Tired of feeling like a freak!!

So sorry you are under such stress.
Don't concern yourself with what others think. They don't know the whole situation and it's not any of their business anyway.
I would suggest you speak to your Dr. and try to get on some meds that you can tolerate ,at least to get you through this trying time .
I guess you have to just take one day at a time.
Take delight in your children and make sure they do not feel the effects of your worries. You'll get through this.. We've all been there.

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