View Full Version : fear of ABANDONING? Common with OCD?

04-19-2015, 01:31 PM
I went through a stage of worrying that I didn't love my family (still kind of am) but now I think its escalated into more that I'm afraid I'll ABANDON them. I don't trust myself in terms of this even though I know deep down its not what I want at all, but its like I'll think about it and get this uncomfortable excited feeling in my throat like I'm about to explode. Has anyone else had this happen? That's another thing, that feeling, I've never had it happen so of course that made me even more worried that it was telling me something I didn't know, but has anyone else had it happen?