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Old 05-30-2016, 12:49 AM   #1
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it comes & goes like contractions

as soon as the despair dissapaites you think youre ok & then it washes over you again.i know very few people answer threads on this site but it feels better to put it here anyway.i have no one to talk to..i have my therapist in the morning but the humiliations i endured this week are too raw to talk about in detail.personally i think ive shown an enourmous amount of grace in the face of it.but im really drowning.sometimes i wish i hadnt left my home & my husband..as utterly horrible as he was & is he was the only one who respected my depression.maybe i only feel that way because im floundering for a safe place but im utterly lost.i feel as though its the end of the road i wish i had a terrible flu so i could hide in bed without being bothered or worse,ignored,not looked at. just to sleep.ive forgotten how to sleep.

 
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Old 05-30-2016, 09:09 AM   #2
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Re: it comes & goes like contractions

I can't get out of bed myself. Yesterday my depression was horrible.
And then I drank. Haven't drank in over 2 years
I blame my anxiety...
No words explain my depression. Fear...that is the best I can tell.
Good luck.

 
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Old 01-13-2017, 10:53 AM   #3
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Re: it comes & goes like contractions

Hi, I hope you're having a better day. You're right, it does help to get it off your chest here even if you don't think anybody reads it. I'm here today for that reason. Just wanted you to know people are here.

 
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