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Old 01-26-2006, 03:32 AM   #1
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~ Sorry~

I'm sorry for feeling the way that I do,
As I see how this effects you,
I'm sorry for my irrational thoughts,
That seem to make your face contort,
I'm sorry for my contemptuous ways,
They regularly ruin most of our days,
I'm sorry to display recalcitrant behaviour,
I know that it is not something that you savour,
I'm sorry that I put you under duress,
It really enhances my life, my mess,
I'm sorry doubly I am contrite,
You think that I simply loose sight,
I'm sorry for the vicious expletives,
And the pain to you that this so obviously gives,
I'm sorry for being mostly indignant,
I'm aware that for love you are vehement,
I'm sorry for ignorance to your needs,
I hear it in your constant pleads,
I'm sorry for not being the girl next door,
Instead just someone to deplore,
I'm sorry for my innate contradictory self,
My chemical imbalance, my mental health,
I'm sorry for my profoundness in life,
What a poor soul having me as a wife.

I thought I would share one of my many poems, they arent all bleak, but at times of deep depression I tend to write, however learnt to keep it unread until the light becomes a fraction brighter.

Best wishes all

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Old 01-26-2006, 07:15 AM   #2
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Re: Sorry!

WOW, that was great. That just nails bp in everyway I can think of. Thanks for sharing!

Old 01-28-2006, 08:28 PM   #3
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Re: Sorry!

I also write to help me through dark times..

That was very emotional and beautiful!


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Old 01-29-2006, 12:50 PM   #4
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Re: Sorry!

That was a spectacular piece and I am glad that I got a chance to read it. emerald

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