head in the sky

imjustme1

i guess i can say im just plain ol confussed now a days.... Everything is a hassle, nothing is a set anything because i dont want to do nothing. Im depressed i feel like im hanging on by a thread and every time i feel like i have enough strength to do this whole bipolar thing something happens where i just feel like my world is over. and even thou it last for a week or two and it passes, it hurts my body so much. i feel like im fighting with myself literarly. why the pain? does depression really hurt? because im deffinitly in lots of pain