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Consistency & Creativity

Posted 01-03-2015 12:50 PM by beth950
Updated 01-15-2015 11:23 PM by Administrator

I told myself I would try and write everyday. That was a new years resolution kind of thing. So here I am.. even though today is one of my less articulate days. You should have heard me trying to pray in the shower.. stumbling over my words and editing my sentences... in a prayer (I was and am a grammar nerd at times). Anyways. feelings...
Today I feel okay. I feel like parts of me are starting to peek through this cloud of angst and fear. It makes me scared (surprise surprise) that my creativity...
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One day at a time

Posted 01-01-2015 12:34 PM by beth950

Day 3 of Epival..I'm feeling scared. Fear is not the way to ring in the New year. I'm trying to think positive; I have a supportive family, a (somewhat) understanding boss, a great doctor and I'm being treated. But I'm still scared- what if this doesn't work? When can I trust myself again? When can I trust that the things I'm feeling and doing aren't a result of a chemical "high" or "low"? I'm constantly questioning myself now. Am I doing this because of chemicals or is this...
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Nothing's Wrong

Posted 11-26-2014 11:46 AM by AnxietyGirl74
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I'm so stressed out. I keep applying for jobs, but haven't heard back from any of them. I can't end up back at home. I feel like the only thing keeping me from going back inpatient is my boyfriend and my church. Without that support network, I just don't know what's going to happen. And I'm going to run out of money at the end of December/beginning of January. My mom keeps asking me what's wrong, and I keep telling her nothing because what's the point. There's nothing I can do to change it. But...
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So Stressed

Posted 11-14-2014 09:54 AM by AnxietyGirl74
Updated 11-21-2014 03:56 AM by Administrator

So I'm not even getting unemployment because my boss is trying to fight me on it and say I quit. Yeah, right, like I would be stupid enough to quit a job without another job lined up. I am still having stomach problems, but they are not as bad since the gastroenterologist put me on a really strong probiotic called VSL#3 (it's some kind of medical food that you have to present a card to the pharmacist to get from behind the counter). So I take that every morning and Bentyl when I get cramps. I don't...
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Story of My non-healing Wound - infection Again

Posted 08-08-2014 01:30 PM by RABG

How much can we take before despair creeps in? For some not much for others quite a bit. I think I qualify for the later.
Pain is the over riding problem I face. For the last month I noticed in increase in pain. It started at the wound bed then veered to the right, where the undermining was at it's worse. I could tolerate little pressure before needing to move. I could feel this wound growing.
Answer, infection. Again. Two weeks of oral antibiotics is better than a week of IV therapy....
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