 Almost 3 weeks have passed
It has been almost 3 weeks since I lost my sister. I came back to this post because only you can understand what I am going thru. I was ok for my first week back to work but now I find I am crying almost daily. Little things remind me of Trish. Things she and I did so often together. I have gone to my brother-in-law's to see the kids. They are doing ok. I took some or her things because her husband could not handle going thru them. I am not sure I can either. I know I need to let go but for some reason I can't completely. I wear her earings, I keep a picture of her in my wallet with the memorial folder from ther service and I keep going over the last few days of her life. Every detail is etched into my mind. I keep telling her I won't die in vain. I am going to a class to quit smoking. But...I can't believe she is no longer here. She is just a bag of ashes and I can't come to grips with her. Does anyone else feel this bad. I'm sorry ofcourse you do. My heart goes to Cheryl I see what you must be going thru in my brother-in-law. He told me he had to take off is wedding ring because he was obsessing. I hope both of you will find a way thru the pain. I hope I do to..it just seems to cloudy at this time to do so. Love to all.
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