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That1kid 11-21-2017 04:01 AM

I'm always depressed
I've been depressed for a while now. I had depression since 7th grade. I did go to a mental health hospital to get help but it didn't really help they just talked to me about why I'm depressed and gave me some pills for depression and anxiety. (Sorry it's hard to think about where to start). I didn't see a purpose in living (I'm poor, recently lost my home, dog died, my family is always fighting, I keep moving school's, don't have friends, dad is mentally messed up (because of drugs and prison ig), people say I'm going to end up just like him (he was a dick who used to beat me and my mom), everything just happened so fast I couldn't take it, I guess it was to much for me.

I really do hate my life I can't get a job and sooner or later we might be kicked out. My mom can't get a job because her arms are bad and it's difficult for her to even write her name.

I do feel bad for her but at the same time she was one of the reasons why I hurt myself)

Sry I know this is a lot to read but i guess I just wanted a place to vent and put my feelings out there or something.
Thanks for reading this.

rosequartz 11-21-2017 09:16 AM

Re: I'm always depressed
I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Please don't give up hope. Things can get better. Why do you say you can't get a job? There are usually jobs available during the holiday season, sometimes temporary, but they could turn into something permanent. What types of things do you enjoy doing?
Hang in there and keep will help.
You're not alone, and people do care.

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