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Old 10-21-2002, 01:24 AM   #1
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Post how i feel

This is just something i wrote,sometimes i write stuff down just to get it out. The first part of this is what my friends and family think of me. The middle part is how i feel. And the last part is how i want to feel.(hopefully someday soon)

You look at me,What do you see?
A woman who takes care of her family and home.
Who seems happy and not a care in the world.
Who knows what she wants and keeps everything together.
Did you ever think you could be wrong?

That my heart is broke.
I can hardly breath.
Life is so unreal to me.
I need help.
I cry inside.
I want you to notice as your going by.
No matter how i feel life goes on,it can't stop for a minute till i get back on.
My soul is torn.

I want to feel real.
I want the void to be filled.
I want my anger to die and my heart to smile.
I want to be free from this pain,to look out the door and the world be real.
Not to question my sanity.
To know i'll be ok.

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Old 10-21-2002, 01:30 AM   #2
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I am living my own personal heck right now I feel so alone sometimes this illness seems to be getting worse I thought I was doing well but Now I realize I'm not..
I am having bad thoughts and I don't know how to control it!!!
please someone help

Old 10-21-2002, 02:22 AM   #3
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try and keep in your mind that this will pass,things will get better,they just have to. it will take a while to get better but i will get there. try saying something good over and over in your mind and block out thoughts and well it's easier said than done but sometimes it helps if just a little.
((((((((((hugs sweetie)))))))))))

Old 10-21-2002, 03:04 AM   #4
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(((((((((((((((((newdawn)))))))))))))))) )))))))
thinking of you and hoping your doing better

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