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    Old 07-05-2007, 11:11 AM   #196
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    Re: Sannah, I am losing it again...

    CDE, you don't have to be sorry to me. This problem will not go away, though. Why don't you want to face your problems? Is there some cultural thing here where "your elders" take care of a lot of things and make a lot of the decisions and you missed out on this with your dad and now you feel that you shouldn't be doing these things or you just don't know how?

     
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    Old 07-05-2007, 11:20 AM   #197
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    CyberMum, all I can say is who I am now is the total oposite compare to who I was... everytime I think about how strong and spot on I was, I get "smaller". I keep questioning myself what is going on? Why cant I do things that I was able to do easily? I guess I am not really answering your question, coz I dont know how, I dont and I will never know wht the answer is... let it be...

     
    Old 07-05-2007, 11:26 AM   #198
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    I dont and I will never know wht the answer is... let it be...
    Why are you avoiding here? Could it be that the issues here are just too painful to face? (If you are tired of me asking questions just please ask me to stop).

     
    Old 07-05-2007, 12:30 PM   #199
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    No, I don't know, questions are good, they help me to understand my issues, I really appreciate your help. Thank you. But everything is just far too much for me for the moment... sorry... sorry...

     
    Old 07-05-2007, 12:31 PM   #200
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    Dearest CyberDaughter, then it is time to stop the questions.... What do you need right now?

     
    Old 07-05-2007, 03:51 PM   #201
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    To be honest, what I really want and need is to go away and forget about everything, and perhaps never return again... just to leave everything behind, you know... everyone is leaving, going home, I hate saying good bye, the flat will be empty by Sat, there isn't much of a point to hang around, you know... it's really hard, not just frds leaving, but everything, absolutely everything... I am tired, I really am...

     
    Old 07-06-2007, 06:42 AM   #202
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    CDE, don't be doing any FINAL getting away from it all, okay. You can get through this....

     
    Old 07-06-2007, 08:49 AM   #203
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    CDE, I am going to be away camping with the family this next week. I'll catch up with you when I get back. Now take care of yourself....

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    Old 07-07-2007, 09:24 AM   #204
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    CyberMum, I hope you have had a great time with your family on the holiday... Let us know how did it go, will you?

    I really don't know how much longer can I hold on to everything, I really don't, but I will try... thanks for everything...

    Love you

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    Old 07-07-2007, 12:45 PM   #205
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    CyberMum, I hope you have had a great time with your family on the holiday... Let us know how did it go, will you?

    I really don't know how much longer can I hold on to everything, I really don't, but I will try... thanks for everything...

    Love you

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    Hold on to yourself ExTra!

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