Re: Life doesn't seem real
I am a 45 years old female and have never been happy for long. I've experience depression since I was a teen. I have not always been completely down, but have had many very down extended periods and have taken antidepressants for various amounts of times, 3 times in my life. They helped, but I didn't like how unreal I felt, the intense dreams I had, the increase weight etc...So, I have been in a very low period again for a while now and I do relate to the feeling of things not feeling quite real. I do feel that we all have some kind of lense/filter to which we see things (perceive) and that mine somehow, growing up got somehow messed up. I have a deep mistrust of people and can't get close to anyone to make any close friendship. Anyway, I don't want to keep rambling about me. I just thought I would let you know that I completely relate to how you feel.
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