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    Old 08-08-2017, 08:52 PM   #1
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    Better off alone?

    I've been married to my husband for 12 years. We love each other. I know he loves me. There is an ongoing problem though and I'm at my wits end. I always knew my husband was into porn, but I never knew the extent of his addiction until we got married. I mean, he has clearly studied it and made it a hobby to know the "who's who" and even wants to know stuff about their personally lives. It goes even farther though. He responds to provocative personal ads, posts them, and takes pictures of women in public ( especially focusing on a certain body part). He says he just gets off on this stuff but it really bothers me. Lately I've suppressed my voice on this issue. I just get tired of arguing about it. Deep down though it really hurts me to the point that I just don't want to be a part of anything anymore. I have my own problems with self esteem already and this just makes it worse. I know that ultimately no one can tell me what to do. When you've tried therapy though and it keeps going on, how much more should you have to endure? I appreciate anyone's insight on this.

     
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    Old 08-09-2017, 04:18 AM   #2
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    Re: Better off alone?

    You mentioned that you have tried therapy. Have you tried it with him?
    This is HIS problem- not yours. You have every right to feel the way you do.

    Throwing away 12 years of marriage isnt easy though. Unless he is willing to acknowledge that he is about to lose his marriage over this and doesnt care- isnt it worth the two of you trying marriage counseling?

    If you have already tried it together and there is still no change in his behavior, then he is already telling you- by showing you- where his priorities lay.

    I would not live like this either....but before I walked away, I would be trying to get him to agree to counseling and see if it works. Good luck!
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    Old 08-09-2017, 09:14 AM   #3
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    Re: Better off alone?

    I have a different opinion, as I have dealt with this in the past and it has had some affect on me, scarred me perhaps, if that's the right word.....

    I wouldn't bother with counseling, I'd toss him out and let him enjoy his porn if it's that darn important to him.

    To keep rehashing this with him and even thru counseling, I think nothing will change except he will learn to hide it better.

    Men like this don't change, and you shouldn't have to tolerate it.
    Toss him out like a soiled skin magazine

     
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    Re: Better off alone?

    Hugs!

    Honestly, you have put in enough time, effort, blood, sweat and tears into this. Nothing is going to change, and you deserve your own happiness where you feel loved and respected as a whole.

    Your husband has a problem, one not likely to go away, and what he is doing with taking photos of strangers is illegal and extremely creepy.

    I wish you all the best whichever you decide,
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    Old 08-09-2017, 08:18 PM   #5
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    Re: Better off alone?

    Thank you all for your insight and perspective. I don't want to hurt him and I know it will if I leave, but I also know I can't keep doing this either. It may very well be time to move on.

     
    Old 08-10-2017, 06:43 AM   #6
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    Re: Better off alone?

    does he know/care that what he is doing is hurting you?

     
    Old 08-10-2017, 07:28 PM   #7
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    Re: Better off alone?

    Quote:
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    does he know/care that what he is doing is hurting you?
    He knows and says he cares but continues to do it. He says that it has nothing to do with the way he feels about me. It's just a compulsion. I don't know if he really wants to change though. He gives up on things before he even begins them. I literally feel sorry for him. Sometimes though I feel hatred towards him for not wanting to change. I feel like I'm fighting a losing battle.

     
    Old 08-11-2017, 07:13 PM   #8
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    Re: Better off alone?

    Wow! That's all I can say. You seem to be pretty level headed & he has a problem with a capital P! I believe that the picture taking is most-likely illegal & very creepy!

    Remove emotion away from the equation: How would you feel if your best friend was telling you this? What would you think if this were your father/child/sibling? I have to believe the answer is obvious.

    Most importantly, what do you want the rest of your life to look like? If your husband with his peculiar fetish is in the picture, you have your answer.Best of luck to you whatever you decide. Leaving might seem hard but staying might be harder. Just a thought.
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