Hi everyone!!!
When I was sixteen I went a whole year without eating much of anything. My weight was excessively low. I knew exactly what I was doing... not being like my mother. My mother is obese, and she has now gotton to the point of not wanting to leave her house, and a lot of times it is just really physically hard for her. I can honestly say that I am actually at a healthy weight, that does not mean that I like what I see in the mirror. I am always complaining that I am getting fat. I have never been to the extreme of this disorder, but I can see why you do it. I actually have tried to inform myself of eating disorder's I always feel that I can relate to a point.
I have a suggestion once again I don't know exactly how this must feel living with it day in and day out... but I thought come to the board. If you can't come, write it done and don't forget to post it. If you end up purging, don't feel ashamed admit that you did it, but tell someone. I feel this can make you more accountable for your actions, and maybe you will be able to stop.
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My prayers are with you always,
Heather