Hi All,
Just got back from a 10 day trip to the UK from California. First time I have travelled by air since the Vestibular Crisis of September 04. What a trip. I was soooo scared and had bad anxiety when I started off but did ok, my acupuncturist gave me a patch to put on my belly for any motion sickness. I travelled 3.5 hours and changed planes in Chicago, very busy airport, but made it to next flight to Manchester and landed in morning, not much sleep and then rented a car to drive 3 hours. Lots of motion. My body just rocked and rocked in bed that night
Anyway, my jetlag the entire trip was horrible. I was barely sleeping. I think it must have had something to do with the inner ear problem because usually I am over it in a few days. I felt stoned, drugged. But I think it was all helping with compesation a little. I find the aftermath of vestibular challenge hard if I,ve had a busy day.
The day before we were to go back we drove to Manchester and stopped of at a Tescoes. For the UK members, those places are crazy, the lighting!! (My brother wanted to stock up on Branston Pickle) And Manchester airport, ugh, I almost had a full blown panic attack, the floor was moving, I was tilting. And I just kept trying to feel my feet dig into the floor. anyway, made it to departures where it was quiet and felt better. Made it from Manchester to Chicago where we changed planes, and in chicago had to go threw customs, change terminals (this involved train transport) and trying to make the plane. I was praying, praying we would make it because all the stimulation in the aiport was making me feel out of my mind. We made the plane. I know you all can appreciate the anxiety these slight travel issues cause to someone with vestibular issues.
And I sit here feeling stoned. But,,, I did it.

There is no was 1 month ago I would have been able to even think of getting on a plane. This is hard because I was a very independant travler prior to this. I had a few break downs on the trip. cause family really try and understand but there not in your body. I appreciate this forum so much. Because though I felt crazy I kept telling myself this is normal vestibular stuff.
Crazy Labrynth reading your post about your London trip was very interesting and inspiring. I had been wondering why my compensation was taking so long, but I get it now as my dizziness has never been extreme. So we really do need to challenge ourselves despite the anxiety. You sound really positive, I am so glad you have found the support you need to get threw.
Does anyone else rock like your bed is on an ocean after particularly challenging days?
Thanks for listening!!! I missed you all while I was away and with no internet access.
Jade
To a Dizzy free, or at least mangeable anxiety free 2005