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I am so damn angry and sick of this.

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Old 05-07-2003, 06:57 AM   #1
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Post I am so damn angry and sick of this.

I have Lupus I hate my body and I hate life.
I have been going to college for the last freaking year to get my A.S. degree in criminal justice and now I have foind out that I can not get my degree because I can not take defensive tactics. This course also entitles you to become a cop but I dont want to be a cop all I want it that freaking peice of paper. This sucks how can they do this to me. All that time and money I spent and now they say sorry we cant give you a substitute class because as a police officer you have to be able to defend yourself. I DO NOT WANT TO BE A COP. GOd why can't they understand that? I pay for my classes myself I go and get great grades so why cant they cut me a break? The ***** at the school says to me well we can make arrangements for diffrent times and also a tutor but no breaks on the physical stuff. This sucks. QWell unless they can provide me with a body double that can run and do push ups and get beat up then thats no help.

I am so angry I am about to lose it. And they can get away with this and there is not a damn thing I can do.

with the broken body,mind and spirit.

I give up.

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Old 05-07-2003, 09:14 AM   #2
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Honey, it's good to vent. Get it all out. I'm praying
for you. I know you may not be able to see it now but
trust me everything happens for a reason. I've been
where you're at. Not the exact same problem but the
exact same life throws you a curve, things couldn't
be worse, hit the absolute bottom feeling. Go ahead
and wallow in the misery for a while. That's the
grieving process then pray for the strength to move
on. I truely believe nothing is ever a waste. Some way
your training will come in handy. Lupus can go in
remission and perhaps you can take that one last
class a year later. Or perhaps you could find a
job or add further classes that would utilize your
training such as probation officer, dispatcher,
private detective and I'm sure there are others.
Talk to the school or other colleges get their
ideas on what you might be able to do. Often times
down the road a new door will open up at a time
when you least expect it and you will understand
why you had to make this hard journey now to end up
there. I'm sure others on this site will pray for you
also. You are not alone.


Old 05-07-2003, 01:56 PM   #3
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Time for that lawyer, I'd say. Do not give up so easily! Don't let the ****** win!! You have the ADA behind you. There are lawyers that specialize in this. I know it won't be free, or cheap, but it might be worth it. I will keep you in my thoughts too. I know someone who make it through without the physical stuff... don't know how, maybe a different state and all that. Keep us posted on what you decide to do!! Good luck!

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