Goodness..I cant imagine...I really cant...
Did they say why the baby died? Were the blood clots there before the miscarriage?
I think it was good to wait to get your tubes tied...I mean after two boys...you need a girl! hehe...although sometimes boys come in threes...yikes...
Anyways, I cant imagine going through what you went through, during my miscarriage I kept thinking that I was glad it ended earlier, as opposed to later...
so sorry you had to go through this...I hope you feel better soon.