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Board: Self-injury Recovery 07-23-2013, 11:11 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 947
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: My Story

I'm glad you shared your story with us. It must have been hard for you, I know it was when I first started posting on this site. Know that all of us are on your side.

I also get "you just want...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 07-23-2013, 09:23 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,087
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: Well I still cut

I also cut, have for 10 years. I know what it's like to want help but are afraid to do so. As the others have said, having your friend by your side could make a world of difference. When I finally...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 07-23-2013, 09:06 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 571
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: Act of desperation

I know where you are right now, as I am kind of in the same boat at the moment. I'm having to push through the urges, half of the time I don't know how I make it through without harming myself. I...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 07-23-2013, 08:03 PM
Replies: 0
Views: 433
Posted By nomeatforme63
Back to the beginning

i got out of the hospital about a month ago. I went in for suicidal thoughts and cutting. They upped most of my dosages and added two new ones. I seemed okay for about a week and a half. Now it seems...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 08-12-2012, 11:01 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,127
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: One of those days nothing goes right.

I usually try to keep busy when the urges hit. Even if it doesn't work, at least I tried. I'm awful at giving myself credit. I tend to be extremely hard on myself. I know I don't need to be, maybe if...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 08-12-2012, 10:51 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,232
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: Thinking about cutting again...

Hey, I'm sorry to hear that you're having a rough time. I also have a problem with cutting, so I know what that's like. I also know what it feels like to have no one by your side supporting you. It's...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 08-12-2012, 10:22 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,127
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: One of those days nothing goes right.

Thank you for your reply.

Maybe it's because I'm tired, I'm not sure. But I don't understand what you mean about staying aware of opportunities I can pursue to make things better.

I try to...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 08-12-2012, 02:49 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,127
Posted By nomeatforme63
One of those days nothing goes right.

Today seems to be one of those days where every time I turn around, I feel the need to hurt myself. I have gone downhill over the past two weeks. I've been depressed for a while but I haven't...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 05-18-2012, 09:40 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 974
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: Slip Up

Hey, good to hear from you Kat.

Well, it was rough for a couple days. But I got through it. It's been about a week since I last cut. I fight the urge constantly, but at least I feel like I can...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 04-25-2012, 10:02 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 974
Posted By nomeatforme63
Slip Up

I've not been on here in so long. I missed you guys. Anyways...

So up until a couple days ago, I went a little over three months without cutting. That is huge for me since most of the time, I do...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 10-14-2011, 01:56 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 2,235
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: As of late...

the hospital never really helps in the long run. i will be stable for a couple months and then i am like this. yeah, i'm also like this because i am off meds, but that is because i ran out and failed...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 10-14-2011, 01:28 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 2,235
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: As of late...

No, I've never told them..

I'm bad at waiting til the last possible minute to tell them I'm having bad thoughts. I feel like they will go away if I just give it enough time. But that rarely...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 10-14-2011, 12:20 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 2,235
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: As of late...

PCP means primary care physician. i did not mean that they literally laughed at me. I told them i wanted to cut and was afraid i would go too far with it. they told me since i did not plan to kill...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 10-13-2011, 08:11 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 2,235
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: As of late...

If I went to the er because I have urges to cut, they would laugh in my face.

I've.tried before. They sent me home.
Board: Self-injury Recovery 10-13-2011, 07:47 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 2,235
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: As of late...

What? I don't think that is necessary.
Board: Self-injury Recovery 10-13-2011, 03:05 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 2,235
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: As of late...

I used to have a pcp who would. But the one I have now wont do that. I've all ready asked several times.
Board: Self-injury Recovery 10-13-2011, 02:31 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 2,235
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: As of late...

No, I don't have anyone else to turn to. They just seem to add to the crap. I can't get another counselor right because of insurance. I missed one appt with the psych and I had to reschedule and the...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 10-13-2011, 01:45 AM
Replies: 18
Views: 2,235
Posted By nomeatforme63
As of late...

I'm having a really rough time right now. It seems like everyone has turned their back on me... well, almost everyone. I was doing okay for a while, as far as not cutting, but I just keep back...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 08-14-2011, 10:58 PM
Replies: 0
Views: 1,014
Posted By nomeatforme63
all over again...

I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore. I'm trying so hard to get things right. But its like I'm taking two steps forward and ten steps back. I don't know where to.turn to.next. I feel like I can't do...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 07-16-2011, 01:37 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,155
Posted By nomeatforme63
losing hope

Things have gone downhill. I'm pretty much homeless and don't know where to turn. Cutting is pretty much keeping me sane. I don't think.there is one inch of skin untouched. I have urges to drink and...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-22-2011, 01:51 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 2,523
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: I cant stop. I just cant. Help??

I know how you feel. I'm pretty much where you are right. I'm here if you wanna talk.

Chels
Board: Bipolar Disorder 06-17-2011, 01:00 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 771
Posted By nomeatforme63
Cool what she said

I was diagnosed with bipolar at age 13. I was hospitalized for self injury and was inpatient in the mental hospital for over a month. If I'm not mistaken, the doctor there said I had bipolar 2 rapid...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-12-2011, 02:31 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,228
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: help me??

I know what you're feling as I have been there, still am. I started cutting in sixth grade, I graduated in '09. Its been a constant struggle ever since. I've tried the rubber band thing, it helped...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-08-2011, 06:48 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 2,766
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: i want to swim away but don't know how...

There is only one place around here like that. I went there before I moved. And now thay I'm back, I refuse to go there again. Its horrible there. I just.. can't. I wont. And the only internet I have...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-08-2011, 06:30 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 2,766
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: i want to swim away but don't know how...

The closest place that i can find that my insurance will pay is like two hours away and I just can't go that far. No, they wont work with me on payment. I tried before canceling the appointment. I'm...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-08-2011, 04:12 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 2,766
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: i want to swim away but don't know how...

I'm okay. Well not really... but I'm still here. Haha. Been trying to sleep since about nine last night. But no luck of course. I had to cancel my pysch appoitment because I don't have the the money....
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-07-2011, 02:01 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 2,766
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: i want to swim away but don't know how...

Sorry for all the drama and crap I said. That's just the way I'm used to going about things. I had a huge bill from a stay one time and it made a mess of things. Anyway... I got a few hours sleep. I...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-06-2011, 12:33 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 2,766
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: i want to swim away but don't know how...

I contacted my insurance company yet again. They said in order for me to go inpatient right now, I have to get a referral from my doctor saying that I need it. So I'm going to call my doc tomorrow...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-05-2011, 06:32 PM
Replies: 19
Views: 4,913
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: Cutter, Freak, Insane, I know I need help.

I didn't either. But it happened. Not over night, but it happened. Just give it time.
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-05-2011, 12:09 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 2,766
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: i want to swim away but don't know how...

I live in GA. when I went to the er for the cut, they suggested I go. But my insurance company said cutting isn't a reason for inpatient. I tried to explain it was a little more than just a cut. I've...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-05-2011, 02:50 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 2,766
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: i want to swim away but don't know how...

If my insurance wont pay, I can't go. And they all ready said they wont pay right now.
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-04-2011, 01:45 PM
Replies: 14
Views: 2,766
Posted By nomeatforme63
i want to swim away but don't know how...

I have been awake for almost six days now. Things got really bad yesterday and I cut. I got thirteen stitches. I felt like I needed to go inpatient. My insurance wont pay for it because they said I'm...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-03-2011, 10:37 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 2,128
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: sleepless in my mind

I've been up eight days before so I never really know when I'm going to sleep. I'm on sleep meds they just don't work. I don't see her for a coule weeks.
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-03-2011, 02:57 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 2,128
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: sleepless in my mind

Still haven't slelt. I have gone through two whole sudoku books and I have drawn about twenty different things. Its kept me from cutting so far. :)
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-03-2011, 02:50 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,645
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: Cutting-Free for A year....

I have gone through something similar. :( I was in an abusive relationship for a couple of years. I was hospitalized twice for injuries. I always had an excuse though. I've never told anyone the...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-01-2011, 05:10 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 2,128
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: sleepless in my mind

I got like six movies, a few sudoku books, and drawing supplies. Hopefully this will help some.
Board: Self-injury Recovery 06-01-2011, 09:32 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 2,128
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: sleepless in my mind

I've been reading this one book. I've already read it five or six times within the last month. It used to help keep my mind busy. Not so much anymore. And I don't eat. And I don't have.much to watch...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 05-31-2011, 08:54 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 2,128
Posted By nomeatforme63
sleepless in my mind

I have been up for a little over two days. When I get like this and have nothing to do, I tend to cut a lot. One reason being, I think a lot. And when I think a lot, tons of emotions come up that I...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 05-30-2011, 08:58 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,684
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: rough night

I did. :( the urge wont go away though. It just keeps getting stronger and stronger by the minute. Don't know if I can deal with it much longer.
Board: Self-injury Recovery 05-30-2011, 08:23 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,684
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: rough night

Still up. Not feeling good. Still want to cut. :(
Board: Self-injury Recovery 05-30-2011, 09:41 AM
Replies: 19
Views: 4,913
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: Cutter, Freak, Insane, I know I need help.

Oh yeah, I didn't think of school being out. Man, I wish my mom or myself could talk to her. Lol. I've been going through this for almost nine years. My mom is is getting better with dealing with it....
Board: Self-injury Recovery 05-30-2011, 08:37 AM
Replies: 19
Views: 4,913
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: Cutter, Freak, Insane, I know I need help.

Are you in school? If you are, try talking to a school counselor. They can help with talking to your mom. They did when I was in school. If you at least 18 you don't need your mom's approval to get...
Board: Personality Disorder 05-29-2011, 11:59 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,861
Posted By nomeatforme63
Bpd?

I was seeing a psychiatrist for over a year. My insurance changed and I had to stop seeing her. I've not been able to find anyone who takes my new insurance. Anyway, in our last sessions, she...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 05-29-2011, 11:21 PM
Replies: 17
Views: 8,090
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: Cutting vs Bleeding (

Its both for me. When I cut, I feel the pain but what keeps me cutting is the blood...if thay makes any sense. And I'm the same way about not being able to stop once I start. Most of the time, I...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 05-29-2011, 10:58 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,684
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: rough night

Yeah, I'm the same way. I'm on over 2,000 mg. I've been on it for so long I'm used to it I think.
Board: Self-injury Recovery 05-29-2011, 10:49 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 3,164
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: Don't know where to turn next...

She put me on it for bipolar. Last time she did blood work, my liver enzymes were severely elevated. Guess maybe that's why she doesn't want to mess with the dose.
Board: Self-injury Recovery 05-29-2011, 10:45 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,684
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: rough night

I take seroquel for sleep. Even though its a heavy dose, it doesn't always help. I only sleep every three days or so. And I slept last night. I've taken my pills but I can't sleep right now. :(
Board: Self-injury Recovery 05-29-2011, 10:18 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 3,164
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: Don't know where to turn next...

I'm on 350 three times a day. I've talked to her about it but she just keeps saying she wants to leave it alone.
Board: Self-injury Recovery 05-29-2011, 10:14 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,684
Posted By nomeatforme63
Re: rough night

I've been doing different things to take my mind off of it. But the urge is extremely strong tonight.

I had a counselor. I was really close with her. But my insurance changed and I've not been...
Board: Self-injury Recovery 05-29-2011, 09:15 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,684
Posted By nomeatforme63
rough night

Today has been extremely tough. As the day went on it's only gotten worse. I've not cut in two days, until tonight that is. I just wish it was easier to stop.
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