| My story
Four years ago became very lazy only wanted to sleep. I felt the word was getting heavier. Went to a shrink he prescribed celexa. Started at 20mg and in two years up to 60mg. After another 6 month of feeling the same. Changed meds to lexapro 20 mg which was fine for about a year. Went back to doctor he upped the dose to 40 mg. Now that is not working. My wife just Had a major operation which got infected she is in rehab after rehab we will need to talk about cancer treatment with her doctor. One of my friends committed suicide. I find I have no patience except for working. I have COPD AND conntrolled UC. I come home depressed have no interest in my hobby. I keep hearing or saying I don't want to do that anymore. I need to stay working for the medical benefits or we would be broke by now.I pass a mirror and say I either don't like or I hate you. I plan on going back to the shrink since I know the meds are not working. Not eating well and I binge on sugar cake,cookies, chocolate. On the good side I have 2 wonderful grandchildren who I think of often.
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