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Old 03-10-2017, 08:56 AM   #1
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I have my problems with depressions from a young age. But my parents did not really believe that depression is a disease. When I was 16, I met a friend with whom I could share my thoughts. But then she abandoned me because of my insecurity issue. What followed was a 3-4 month period worse than anything I had to deal with. And I was able to hide it from most of the people including my parents. I managed to come out of it by sheer mental strength, start college. I took a resolution that I won't ever get attached to any one else and will only care for myself. The first 1 and a half year went by fine until now. Somehow, I managed to get too close to some one, made a few friend and the depression problems have started. Its so bad that I just want to disappear somewhere else. And its worse when you have no one to share your thoughts. The problem with depression is that to the entire world its just a cliche thing but to the person suffering from it, its like a disaster. And in my case, people won't believe that I can even have a problem as I am often the one who cracks up jokes in class and what not. But then again I scold myself for not being strong enough to come out of something like this. I really don't know what will happen but I just feel so tired - every single day is a drag - I really want to disappear somewhere - I know that explaining something like this to people will actually make them think that I am just an emotionally unstable guy - I will fight the demons all by myself until I can

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