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Old 11-11-2009, 02:00 AM   #1
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Unhappy its been happening for years.....

I am new to admitting that i have depression its like an drug addict to admit they have a problem...

I am 28 with three children and i am pretty sure i First started suffering when i found out i was pregnant with my second child.
I fault so lost scared and confused seeing i was already 6mths pregnant and my first baby was 7 months old, which was quite a shock to me, but i coped on the outside while inside i was silently dying.

My house became a tip i did nothing i would sleep so much that my head felt so heavy and sore that the only thing that would fix it was sleep.

i then started having feelings that i was dying of cancer, lung, stomach, breast i had all the tests to confirm that it was in my head but yet still after that i still found something wrong something that i was goin to die from.

I have a lot of past family stuff from my childhood that are haunting me now and now i am READY to face it..

I don't want to be this person who cry's all the time, who yells at her kids who hates herself.

I am now on anti d's that i have felt have calmed my anexity down but they are also opening my mind to alot of stuff that i need to deal with...

I have my first appointment with a Phych on friday which is scaring the hell out of me but at the end and when i look back i can say that 2009 was my year my year to deal with depression.........

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